Saturday, June 27, 2009

Cicles

Another cycle, another (same!) journey.
Yesterday a great conclusion about the goings and comings back of me and him: there is something to be done in the future, that is why we cannot get apart!
Accepted the mission (huahuahua), life become easier. Again, the saying comes to my mind: with a proposal in life, we can cross the desert, if necessary!
Let us cross the desert, so!

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Disappointed, humm.... I might say obviously disappointed with the speed of the arabic people to solve other lifes issues. They do no consider at all the stress they provoke on people. Now I am waiting for the decision of the managers to continue my plan of turn Flex the Number One in Fitness in KW. For that to happen we need to have special recruitment, that I WAS doing before the interruption! Grrr....

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Horoscope for today

Thirst for action
During this time there could well be arguments in your circle of colleagues, friends or acquaintances. You are energetic, decisive, perhaps also a bit impatient and belligerent, and have little desire to take the sensitivities and weaknesses of others into account. Presumably there is no bad intention on your part - you just want to get things done. If you, however, with your thirst for action, think you can lightly overcome every objection and obstacle, you may well find that someone puts a spoke in your wheel and brings you back to earth. If this happens, you have probably, without conscious thought, just rejected or ignored someone, which is something you would find distinctly unpleasant were the same to happen to you.


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No further comments....
Exactly how I am feeling and what happend already! Aff....

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Comfortably numb



Again comfortably back in my well known cave...

The refugee of my fears and mistakes…

My Protection and Care.

 

Feeling good.

Protection


And because God is always within us, you just need to activate your divine molecules , everything that looked so scary turned out to be nothing.
Divine Presence in our lives, making us feel part of Life itself.
Meditation is vital in this country of so many faked realities.
Feeling very well.

God Bless us All.



Saturday, June 13, 2009

Yesterday


It was Friday, a day Muslims pray a lot.
I was feeling fragile, away from God, in need to talk to Him.
Asked for help of my Brazuca collegues: Let's pray?
And hands tied together, in a circle, we prayed our prayers.
It was very good.
The feeling of unity among us, our needs of: protection, friendship and Divine presence were all called  at that moment.
Thanks Douglas for leading us into a special state of mind, a special spirit experience.
In our prayer: ourselves and our integrity in a strange country, our homes, Flex, our enemies.

I am still feeling up set for the last misunderstandings and willing to change the wrong ideas about me. But, as my mom said: calm down. The right time will come.
I will wait, since waiting is the "issue" of my life, isn't it?

I hope I can be always the open person I have always been.
Looking for the best in me and in the others.
Positive, stupidily optimistic!
I hope!