All right, I am doing that again!
Today, after a long time, I reviewed my last 26 years of traveling up and down around this planet. And the feeling was GOOD. Suddenly I felt I am doing the right thing, again!
First time was simultaneously breaking a relationship too cold for me and the curiosity of traveling to Europe. Italy gave me 7 kilos and a new language.
Second time was just to follow the husband (the cold one that promised to be warmer) and practice German.
Third time was a major change: moving to Saudi Arabia (with the husband that was getting better actually) with the daughter on my arms. That was heavy…
Another three times literally around the world. Twice towards East and once West. Amazing experience. Many pictures and one special trip through Europe with my parents. No money can buy their happiness from that time!
Then, a long period of small trips only, inside the country. Moving from Sao Paulo to S Jose do Rio Preto was a very good option. But that one was with another husband… And Rio Preto taught me a new form of love.
Trying to move for good to the Amazon changed my career completely. No return. A changed to Managerial levels, deeply. But did not work, God knows why. Me, no clue. No husbands at that moment.
Back to Sao Paulo, the chance to move again to the Middle East. That time alone and to work on my passion – training instructors. End up that I got married again, a “louco” like me. Two years and eleven months, many short trips (Cairo, Damascus, Khobar), a lot of troubles and many laughter after, I am about to do it again – moving.
So today I had to review all the journey of my life so far. Just to be sure that’s how I am – a gypsy, someone that never stops, always saying YES for opportunities and adventures. I don’t have a car or a flat (I had them, a lot, but I sold, changed, gave, so I don’t have them anymore), but I accomplished other values. Maybe nowadays, people don’t get impressed by my values (intelligence, culture, maturity, respect for people, love for the profession) but certainly they count. I know that because for all the places I passed by, I let seeds of my ideas and principles. And from time to time I have news from far about people following those principles. For me, it counts a lot. To have the courage to change people’s lives requests lack of fear.
And that’s who I am – a fearless person.
And I will do that again!
And again, and again, and again. By there I will be 80 years old and maybe it will be time to stop.
Maybe.
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