I recall hard times in my memories as shadows that passed by. For some reason I don't cry out my disgraces. And if I start really pulling from my brain, they were not few!
Relationships that end up not that good, mistakes I did, words I should never said, words I didn't say!
Never mind, they all belong to the past now! The past we cannot change!
Today is the only life we have. And I analyze these times as the hardest. The hardest to accept ignorance, hypocrisy, shallowness, abuse of power, bad temper, all in one person sometimes, sometimes in many people around you.
Yesterday and today I had the chance to divide these thoughts with two very special instructors and that is what I said: In some years from now, we will remember these times as the time we proved WE CAN! We proved we are strong and we survived!
...normally I live the present only, most of my acts reflects that, but sometimes...I wish the days of remembering today could come faster.... It is getting really heavy...
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Well well, facing hard times, I think I have a bit to say about this heavy subject.
A wise man said once, God has given me no control over the moment following. He didn’t say DAYS, Years or months, not even hours…he said specifically “Moments”
Because life would have lost its essence if a human being CAN Control the coming minutes. And technically we won’t need GOD. and we will not need to practice OUR abilities and power of facing the hard times, the aggression, the mistakes of abusing power and the list is long.
I talk from the position of a person who has been beaten up for a while by life, (am sure you were a witness on some of those beats) Am also sure you have a large collection of HARD TIME MEMORIES, but do u see where you are now?? you look at these memories with a moderate smile saying “that was tough, but I got the lesson” we never looked at those who gave us the hard time and made us learn !!!! They are not always kind and wise people . Some of them are as dumm as “Mustafa” .Their entire job in life (Mustafa people) is to teach us and show us HOW UGLY Ignorance is. Situations like this are valuable and ugly.
My advice to you is Dream, ( not too much )
Dream because
Dreams are necessary to life.
Dreams are illustrations, from the book your soul is writing about you.
Thomas Jefferson said “I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past.”
Te amo
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